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Rebuilding yourself is probably more painful because then you realize that the pain you felt weighed on you so much that it broke you emotionally... and you have to start rebuilding your defenses to hide your vulnerable points.
**I don't own this picture.**
I actually had to edit that in, didn't realize that I had to say it outright ><
It's actually just a preview image for the poem tho...just seemed to fit in.